this week has not gone as planned.
we arrived home from our long weekend trip on Monday and since then it seems I can't get one thing right.
i made a delicious smelling "October Bisque" on Tuesday that ended up tasting horrible and deemed a trip to the local Wendys in its stead. bah! you have to understand my pain in watching that "supposedly" delicious tomato/pumpkiny mix get dumped into the trash - an entire pot!
i still have baskets of half folded laundry, suitcases still full, and house mess everywhere... not to mention that I still have done nothing on the exterior either. no mums as I planned. and the spider webs are taking over our windows. bah.
ava has been in rare form as she explores everything and doesn't stop moving for one second. I've caught her with 4 coughdrops in the last few days - and I'm not sure where she's finding them.
the evenings - rather then doing anything productive - have found me laying on the couch zoned out to HGTV something... and Brad out for ministry things. and that bothers me about myself. it bothers me that I have this total lack of motivation right now. and I know it ebbs and flows... but right now I'm at a standstill.
fail. just feeling like a big failure... and wanting to crawl into bed.