still hangin' on

I didn't think that by July 13th I would still be writing about being sick.
I also didn't expect this "day by day" mentality to get to me. I'm ok with "day by day" or "day at a time" because I know that's all we have anyway.

But, all the same...

July 13th. And I feel like the tunnel I'm in has no end. I know there is light at the end of it, I see it faintly. But for right now it's just turn after turn of tunnel. I'm still hangin' on and we'll get through this - but I would be lying if I acted like it was easy.

Saw my Infectious Disease doctor today. Doesn't that just sound lovely? INFECTIOUS DISEASE. Ugh. He says while my liver enzyme levels are coming down - they are still rediculously high. Normal is in like the 60's. I was in the 600's and am now in the 300's. So yea - a liver freak. Which explains my ZERO energy. Literally zero. Walk across the room and call it a day is my level of energy. Makes life interesting with 2 kids 2 and under.

My family came to be with me and take care of me this week - which was awesome. I hadn't seen my brother and his family in months. We packed 6 adults, 2 toddlers and 2 babies into this place and I loved every second of it. I miss them so much already. What a blessing to have a close family.

Sitting here has completely drained me. So, time for a nap. I'm hangin' on - God has me in His hand, and I know that.